If anyone sees this
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alwayslera
What happened to bob5fic and his/her writing partner whom I also can't find? Not on LJ and all their Ao3 accounts are deleted? Is everything okay? I liked them. 

Natasha fans! Look, fiction that reminds me of little!Natasha?
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alwayslera
It's like AU Natasha!

Etiquette & Espionage by Gail Carriger: "It's one thing to learn to curtsy properly. It's quite another to learn to curtsy and throw a knife at the same time. Welcome to finishing school.

Fourteen-year-old Sophronia is the bane of her mother's existence. Sophronia is more interested in dismantling clocks and climbing trees than proper etiquette at tea--and god forbid anyone see her atrocious curtsy. Mrs. Temminnick is desperate for her daughter to become a proper lady. She enrolls Sophronia in Mademoiselle Geraldine's Finishing Academy for Young Ladies of Quality.

But little do Sophronia or her mother know that this is a school where ingenious young girls learn to finish, all right--but it's a different kind of finishing. Mademoiselle Geraldine's certainly trains young ladies in the finer arts of dance, dress, and etiquette, but also in the other kinds of finishing: the fine arts of death, diversion, deceit, espionage, and the modern weaponries. Sophronia and her friends are going to have a rousing first year at school.

First in a four book YA series set 25 years before the Parasol Protectorate but in the same universe."

BRING THIS TO ME.

When my fandom and my life collide...
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alwayslera
Warning: Eating Disorder Recovery Lives Here

(A Natasha gif being used to describe being a badass at recovery?! EXACTLY WHAT I NEEDED TONIGHT)

In The Dark, The Dawn
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alwayslera
Livejournal hates my super long chapters... so sadly, I'm sorry, a lot of stuff will be linked over to AO3

Title In the Dark, The Dawn (7 of 10 chapters posted thusfar)
Rating:R for sex, language, violence, torture
Warnings alcohol abuse references, allusions to disordered eating, violence, sex, torture, PTSD, other warnings may apply
Pairing Clint/Natasha
Disclaimer I don't own the characters, Marvel does. 
Summary: In the aftermath of New York, Clint tries to put himself (and his relationship with Natasha) back together. They aren't given much time before someone moves to capitalize on the Avengers, Natasha, and Natasha's relationship with the archer with heart.
Link Here on AO3

Fallout Patterns (11/?)
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alwayslera
This is an ongoing fic. Typically I don't share anything until it's done. But this one is long and I'm actually not exactly sure where it is going or how long it's going to be. Since it's already seven chapters on AO3, I figured I'd start posting it here too. I'll put it on be_compromised when it's complete just because I'm not sure of all the warnings.

THIS FIC IS TRIGGER HEAVY

Title: Fallout Patterns
Rating: Mature
Warnings:Suicide, Suicidal Ideation, Suicide Attempts, Self Harm, Dubious Consent Sex, POSSIBLE eating disorder allusions, other warnings may apply
Pairing: Clint/Natasha



So. Problem. This chapter was too long for Livejournal so you'll have to hop on over to AO3 to read it. I'm sorry. ON THE OTHER HAND, it's full of AWESOMENESS and PONIES and FEELINGS and I WOULD LOVE YOU.

Direct link to Chapter 11 on AO3

Chapter 1 on AO3 if you ever wanted it. 

Fallout Patterns (10/?)
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alwayslera
This is an ongoing fic. Typically I don't share anything until it's done. But this one is long and I'm actually not exactly sure where it is going or how long it's going to be. Since it's already seven chapters on AO3, I figured I'd start posting it here too. I'll put it on be_compromised when it's complete just because I'm not sure of all the warnings.

THIS FIC IS TRIGGER HEAVY

Title: Fallout Patterns
Rating: Mature
Warnings:Suicide, Suicidal Ideation, Suicide Attempts, Self Harm, Dubious Consent Sex, POSSIBLE eating disorder allusions, other warnings may apply
Pairing: Clint/Natasha



Chapter 10Collapse )

Fallout Patterns (9/?)
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alwayslera
This is an ongoing fic. Typically I don't share anything until it's done. But this one is long and I'm actually not exactly sure where it is going or how long it's going to be. Since it's already seven chapters on AO3, I figured I'd start posting it here too. I'll put it on be_compromised when it's complete just because I'm not sure of all the warnings.

THIS FIC IS TRIGGER HEAVY

Title: Fallout Patterns
Rating: Mature
Warnings:Suicide, Suicidal Ideation, Suicide Attempts, Self Harm, Dubious Consent Sex, POSSIBLE eating disorder allusions, other warnings may apply
Pairing: Clint/Natasha


Chapter 9Collapse )

Fallout Patterns (8/?)
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alwayslera
This is an ongoing fic. Typically I don't share anything until it's done. But this one is long and I'm actually not exactly sure where it is going or how long it's going to be. Since it's already seven chapters on AO3, I figured I'd start posting it here too. I'll put it on be_compromised when it's complete just because I'm not sure of all the warnings.

THIS FIC IS TRIGGER HEAVY

Title: Fallout Patterns
Rating: Mature
Warnings:Suicide, Suicidal Ideation, Suicide Attempts, Self Harm, Dubious Consent Sex, POSSIBLE eating disorder allusions, other warnings may apply
Pairing: Clint/Natasha



Chapter 8Collapse )

Fallout Patterns (7/?)
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alwayslera
This is an ongoing fic. Typically I don't share anything until it's done. But this one is long and I'm actually not exactly sure where it is going or how long it's going to be. Since it's already seven chapters on AO3, I figured I'd start posting it here too. I'll put it on be_compromised when it's complete just because I'm not sure of all the warnings.

THIS FIC IS TRIGGER HEAVY

Title: Fallout Patterns
Rating: Mature
Warnings:Suicide, Suicidal Ideation, Suicide Attempts, Self Harm, Dubious Consent Sex, POSSIBLE eating disorder allusions, other warnings may apply
Pairing: Clint/Natasha

Chapter 7Collapse )


Fallout Patterns (6/?)
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alwayslera
This is an ongoing fic. Typically I don't share anything until it's done. But this one is long and I'm actually not exactly sure where it is going or how long it's going to be. Since it's already seven chapters on AO3, I figured I'd start posting it here too. I'll put it on be_compromised when it's complete just because I'm not sure of all the warnings.

THIS FIC IS TRIGGER HEAVY

Title: Fallout Patterns
Rating: Mature
Warnings:Suicide, Suicidal Ideation, Suicide Attempts, Self Harm, Dubious Consent Sex, POSSIBLE eating disorder allusions, other warnings may apply
Pairing: Clint/Natasha


Chapter 6Collapse )


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